Seriously though…

Lets be realistic. You can’t trust anybody other than yourself. Men and Women have their positive and negative attributes, but really, one is not better than the other. They both fucking suck. Friends come and go regardless of how good you are to them. Boyfriends (or girlfriends) come and go regardless of how good you are to them. What is the point to go above and beyond for people? It is so that YOU feel good. But does it feel good to feel “good” by yourself? To be happy with yourself…alone? Putting all of your heart into someone who can ultimately break it more than you ever thought possible is such a confusing concept. It feels good to give your all to someone. It feels right, and beneficial. When it ends you can say “I did my best”. You can go thru life saying that about everything that fucks you over. Is that what life is about?

 

Are you stupid for trusting those who don’t deserve it. Or trusting at all? Having good relationships is impossible to do without trusting. How do you know who is who? You DON’T! You never truely know somebody. I promise you that your bestfriend is talking shit about you and judging you, and your significant other is thinking about being with other people and being somewhat unfaithful. Atleast to some degree.

 

I am just so frusterated with people. Where’s the breaking point?